Silent Lover

My lady luck is there when i needed, and she ran away when i most needed.
21/01/2010 - thought of going to get a pair of Nike shoes, a pair of Levi's jeans and Sub slack.



1st i went into Nike looking around and around, finally foudn what my heart desires. Inform the sales girl to get me a size 8 shoes to try on. Tried, walk around, look around, and YES I'm going to get this so bloody cool sneakers. Told her Im ok with it, and I walk arouund lookin for some shirt or maybe some cap, but im not really satisfy with any. So went to the counter to make a payment....search the left pocker, right pocket, back pocket...Where the fuck is my money? Damn, i drop it? WTF?

And there i was stranded in the Nike shop, hoping to get my CNY sneakers, but DAMN....

I walked out from the shop, feeling down and moody..

My new items have now gone with the wind.

Why am i being so careless? Its not a small amount, dude.. And its not the first time this happen to me.

I think at times, where are my friends? I don't think my friends will be reading this blog at all. This is just a place for me to voice out what shit I've got to say, let the memories stay in blogspot.com, and come back with my email & passwords after twenty years to review what I've done on 2010.



I do notice everywhere i go, for sure i'll bump into my friends. It's not that Im popular or what, however We will chat for a couple of minutes and then gone with the wind. It's been so long since i updated my friends list. Or do i even have 1?

It's kinda pathetic at times when we care so much for a person, helpin out, doing every lil things for them, and all you ever get is betrayal. No, I do not wish to get anything in return, but YES, i want a loyal friend. What confuse me most is, how can someone, for the sake of his pocket, betray a close friend? Is it that money it's harder to find yet friends are easier to get? I can conclude that ppl with more cash, have a lot more friends which those less penny.

Im also a human being with emotion. Yes, I might be cool at times, speechless and just wanna be alone. But that doesn't man I do not need any attention from you guyz. Sometimes i do think and think, what is the reason im born here. Is it just a process? A cycle of life? Or am i just being recycled? WTF?

Life is short and i wanna live life to the fullest. This is my life, and its getting even harder to feed and water my seeds.



This is Bon Jovi - It's my life.
This is your life and you are not living your life for others and there isn't any strings attached, so do not be lik a puppet and be controlled.

Dont anyone felt sometimes we are out of place? Or is it just me only?

Life sux actually. Everyone is doing the same routine everyday. Why there isn't anyone who wanna stand out from the rest? Im trying to do it, but it never seems success...

Can anyone save me?

Yo, pals:

Back with a few to none updates for you guys, however i know no one will be reading this junk. No worries, I've expected and I'm just trying to improve my Eng here.. recently i feel my english grammar or what so ever is getting from bad to worst, so i feel that writing a blog would keep my english.



Alright, here is some update bout me. Most of the time me and my gal keep quarreling. What really happen to us? Every lil things i do, or she does, makes either 1 of us unhappy. Yes, maybe sometimes i tend to act cool and not tell you anything, but that doesn't make me from not loving you. But what really happen to you? You are so not you anymore. Not anymore. I'm selfish at times; no doubt. Though I'm tough on the outside, but in my heart, the pain and scars makes me wanna rip off my chest and dig the shatterred heart out.




Sometimes i ever wonder, if being together with you is a mistake made by Hell for me. But then, at time i would also wonder are you the Angel sent from Heaven to me, like you are the best things happen to me and the reason i would spend my time just thinkin bout you.

I'm all in vain now. I give up, give up and give up. Let it go with the flow and what you want from me, just take it, and leave the remains for me to keep a memory of you.

JUST F*CK OFF FROM MY LIFE

Hei all,

How have u all been doing? Today I've learnt something new... bout sound system in cars, so i don't think this will attract the fairer sex....

Well,
music plays a big part of any car trip, especially long journeys. and bcos of this, many ppl improve their sound system installed on their vehicles. Ok, in most of the cars, consist of coaxial speakers. This speaker have a mid range woofer and tweeter built-in. However, this are the most cheapest speakers available in the market. And sound of this speaker comes from 1 main point rather than a surround sound.

If any of you would liketo have a more than basic sound, one's car should have the source ( cd/dvd players, radio, tape players, etc ), the speakers, sub, amps, wiring. Not to forget, maybe a bigger battery or alternator.

Ok, maybe some of you might not have the budget to change everything at once.

Here I can suggest what to change first.

1st. replace your speakers first. Changing your speakers, you will feel the sound quality better than stock speakers.

2nd. change the players. Original speakers do not have the UMPH to boost your speakers watt.

Next, subs/ amps/ wiring. This will give the extra bass and not to forget a woofer. However, make sure to use a good wiring and the compatible size. Capacitors is also needed, which is important for the system. Then, amp for speakers. It will play a cleaner, tighter, and louder. It is a must , especially with the subs.

Dat's all. You see, everyone's ear are a lil different to what a great quality may sounds. So I may not recommend what brand may suits you. so, look out for yourself.

if you all like sound system, and would like to listen to some sense of humor, try this link...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwaCrch3HQc for part 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ea7_5o-NWY&feature=PlayList&p=606AE6E9592B95BE&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=9 for part 2...

it's a podcast from Singapore...

Hope you all like it...

Aight, take k...

enjoy