Silent Lover

dear,

a song from eminem goes like this



"Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?"

its a very meaningful quote. chances only comes for a time and then it will be gone with the wind. i have gave you so many chances, and you stil do not take the appreciation and be grateful of what you have. when the flame of the candle is almost been blow off, i tried my ver best just to keep it light. i kept it warm beside you. but you never seems to care. the candle i cant keep it alight anymore. i have used so much of my time, my energy, my life.



right now, i feel so tired. its like after 2 football match against MU. right now, i would just like to cool it off for a moment and depends on how the flow works.

you have break my heart again and again. and im sorry i do not want that to happen anymore. my heart is shattered like a broken glass drop on a rock. tiring and disappointment is the only 2 friends which follow me now.

anyway, i gotta call it off by now.

dear,



this year CNY and V-day falls on the same date. well, where am i? im with my frenz along. there wont be any day similar to V-day for me this year. yes, im currently single AGAIN. or maybe can say it's complicated. anywayz, who gives a damn? there is a quote i'd like to say ALWAYS, " a higher hope, a bigger disappointment".

this year V-day sucks for me. though im celebrating with my frenz, somehow deep inside me i feel lonely. a 3 years love, can just fall so easily. it really breaks my heart deep down.

long story short, all lies. everything start from a lie. why would someone create a lie and destroy the future of humanity.



dear LIE, you sucks. LIE, you could not fix anything but just to worsen it. you let LIE unnerve you. how could that be? how could you let LIE control you and your feelings? you let LIE put words in your mouth, your head, your mind.