Silent Lover

Alright,
So after my money was gone, feeling moody and down. So my friend Mel came...

As plan, we went to Sunway to have steamboat at a place called Yuan if I'm not mistaken. The seafood is absolutely delicious, and the price is quite reasonable. And there is entertainment as well. Every 15 - 20 mins, the worker will bring out a big pot of marmite chicken wings. So everyone will be rushing, pulling, banging, crawling over there just to get the wings. Its damn delicious.
Here is a random screen shots of those ppl getting those wings, and some MODELS showing how tasty the foods are.

AND THIS WOULD BE AFTER THE SUCCESSFUL CHICKEN GRABBING SESSION

Everyone was full, and yes they are damn full.

After those delicious meal, we went to Desa Park City to chill out. Thought of getting some low alcohol drinks lik Sub or maybe Kampai, but then the 7-11 do not have any. So we end up getting some Shandy. The place is very romantic I think, as there is so many couples hanging out there.

So we took some pict, chill out, and the end of the days which will be exhausted, because we need to drive back to Sban. Luckily, It wasn't me....

And this is my girl, only one ok?


And this are the peeps



And the pose of the day would be.....


IM ALWAYS NOT IN THE PICT AS IM NOT PHOTOGENIC ENOUGH.. SO I DO NOT WANNA SPOIL THE PICT..LOLX

My lady luck is there when i needed, and she ran away when i most needed.
21/01/2010 - thought of going to get a pair of Nike shoes, a pair of Levi's jeans and Sub slack.



1st i went into Nike looking around and around, finally foudn what my heart desires. Inform the sales girl to get me a size 8 shoes to try on. Tried, walk around, look around, and YES I'm going to get this so bloody cool sneakers. Told her Im ok with it, and I walk arouund lookin for some shirt or maybe some cap, but im not really satisfy with any. So went to the counter to make a payment....search the left pocker, right pocket, back pocket...Where the fuck is my money? Damn, i drop it? WTF?

And there i was stranded in the Nike shop, hoping to get my CNY sneakers, but DAMN....

I walked out from the shop, feeling down and moody..

My new items have now gone with the wind.

Why am i being so careless? Its not a small amount, dude.. And its not the first time this happen to me.

I think at times, where are my friends? I don't think my friends will be reading this blog at all. This is just a place for me to voice out what shit I've got to say, let the memories stay in blogspot.com, and come back with my email & passwords after twenty years to review what I've done on 2010.



I do notice everywhere i go, for sure i'll bump into my friends. It's not that Im popular or what, however We will chat for a couple of minutes and then gone with the wind. It's been so long since i updated my friends list. Or do i even have 1?

It's kinda pathetic at times when we care so much for a person, helpin out, doing every lil things for them, and all you ever get is betrayal. No, I do not wish to get anything in return, but YES, i want a loyal friend. What confuse me most is, how can someone, for the sake of his pocket, betray a close friend? Is it that money it's harder to find yet friends are easier to get? I can conclude that ppl with more cash, have a lot more friends which those less penny.

Im also a human being with emotion. Yes, I might be cool at times, speechless and just wanna be alone. But that doesn't man I do not need any attention from you guyz. Sometimes i do think and think, what is the reason im born here. Is it just a process? A cycle of life? Or am i just being recycled? WTF?

Life is short and i wanna live life to the fullest. This is my life, and its getting even harder to feed and water my seeds.



This is Bon Jovi - It's my life.
This is your life and you are not living your life for others and there isn't any strings attached, so do not be lik a puppet and be controlled.

Dont anyone felt sometimes we are out of place? Or is it just me only?

Life sux actually. Everyone is doing the same routine everyday. Why there isn't anyone who wanna stand out from the rest? Im trying to do it, but it never seems success...

Can anyone save me?

Yo, pals:

Back with a few to none updates for you guys, however i know no one will be reading this junk. No worries, I've expected and I'm just trying to improve my Eng here.. recently i feel my english grammar or what so ever is getting from bad to worst, so i feel that writing a blog would keep my english.



Alright, here is some update bout me. Most of the time me and my gal keep quarreling. What really happen to us? Every lil things i do, or she does, makes either 1 of us unhappy. Yes, maybe sometimes i tend to act cool and not tell you anything, but that doesn't make me from not loving you. But what really happen to you? You are so not you anymore. Not anymore. I'm selfish at times; no doubt. Though I'm tough on the outside, but in my heart, the pain and scars makes me wanna rip off my chest and dig the shatterred heart out.




Sometimes i ever wonder, if being together with you is a mistake made by Hell for me. But then, at time i would also wonder are you the Angel sent from Heaven to me, like you are the best things happen to me and the reason i would spend my time just thinkin bout you.

I'm all in vain now. I give up, give up and give up. Let it go with the flow and what you want from me, just take it, and leave the remains for me to keep a memory of you.

JUST F*CK OFF FROM MY LIFE